liebe liebe

"..and if you don't mind
can you tell me
all your hopes and fears
and everything that you believe in
would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
only you can make me.."

-deeper conversation by yuna-

[gambar hiasan semata-mata]

wat a day..

6.30 am : Bangun nak solat subuh, pegi toilet air tadek lak. Masuk bilik semula amik towel and toiletries then turun ke ground floor. Naseb baek air ada lagi and orang pun tak ramai yang bangun lagi.

7.45 am : Lepas ajak hajar and nad turun, pegi bus stop lak. Risau bus tadek. ( semalam sape suruh tido sampai lupe nak cari en rusydan tanye pasal bus tsk3)

8.05 am : Alhamdulillah ada gak bas nk bawak kitorang ke uia. Actually ariney ak in charge dak2 tkd ump g self defense workshop kt uia under tkd itf kt sane. Fuh cuak gak if bas tak sampai mane la nak cari bus pagi2 ney. Dak2 ney lak turun lambat ke bus stop seb baek driver bus 2 baek and seb baek kt uia kitorang tak kalahkan vip hu3.

9.00 am - 2.00pm : Program kt uia run smooth la even at the same time banyak gak program laen yang ada kat sane. Banyak gak ilmu sefl defense yang kami dapat. Instructor yang handle workshop ney adalah Sir Zaini n Sir Roslan (rugy kak pyon x g hu3). Dengan yuran rm15 uia sediakan kami sijil, tshirt, cd and makan pagi n petang. Ok la 2. Dekat last2 program ada gak ar gimik dari tkd's uia ney terkejut gak ak cam real je gado2 deyrang. Dalam kul 2 baru pakcik bus datang amik even program abes dalam 1.30 pm haih saje je nak bagi peluang kami hirup udara segar kt uia kn? hu3

3.15 pm: Sampai ump terus solat zohor and then sebab kepenatan yang amat terus naek katil tdo hu3 heaven betul!

4.30 pm: Nikmatnye tdo. Bangun je dan2 azan asar so terus solat. Pas solat tengok bakul kaen penuh. Tadi tengok orang beratur nak guna mesin. So terpaksalah ak gagahkan diri basuh baju guna tangan. Naseb baek air da ada. Bes gak sekali sekale membasuh baju dengan banyaknye hu3

6.00pm: Basuh n jemur baju setel. Hajar ajak turun amik angin petang. Emm layann. Balik je terus g kafe. Haih da ar x jogging makan banyak lak tuh pe daa..

case 1: x dpt tgk mke tgk bumbung umah pn jd laa

case2: asek denga problem org je.problem kte sape nk denga?

pe yang ak nk share sbnrnye neyh? haih! (sigh)

lyric of d week

Crawling - Linkin Park

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control
I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that
There's just too much
Pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort endlessly
Has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand
Beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that
There's just too much
Pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing what is real
This lack of self-control
I fear is never ending
Controlling, confusing what is real

i just have no strength rite now and it seems like this lyric was exactly represent my situation for dis moment..woman always express their feeling through art rite?

darah!!!

Smalam 4 da 1st time ak derma darah ha3 sedikit kebanggaan di situ. Sebab ape bangga? Sebab b4 ney x lepas, doc ckp tekanan darah ak rendah. Sepatutnya ms 2 ak ad klas islamic institution kt blok w tp ustaz x dtg2 so kami satu lecture g la usya kt kwsn blok w yg tgh ad kempen derma darah 2. Kempen ney anjuran PRS UMP x slp ak siap tulis kt banner "Pertandingan Derma Darah Antara Fakulti" lg hu3. Bile ak tgk gang2 Ijut stat amik borang ak pn tbe2 smgt je nk join skali. Mule2 kebanyakan rakan kuliah ak sume x percaya ak bole derma. Ad yang tnye "Tiqah, ko bole ke?" ha3 pe yg x bole nye beb? ak bkn kurus sgt. Berat ak lepas ar, hemoglobin ak pn ckop je utk diberi kt org len he3 (maaf if ak gune bhs medic yg slh). Actually ak mmg penakut nk tgk jarum. Nurse cucuk tgn kiri ak pndg kanan. Fuh cuak x terkate. Tp credit give 2 nurse yg jage ak 2. Sket pn ak x rs sakit ms dye inject. Classmate ak yg x derma 2 smpt gak la bg sokongan moral kt kami. Trimas! ak smkn yakin nk derma darah pasney he3. Jom kwn2 len kali kite derma same2 lg ye. ^^

for women everywhere

[comelnye awak!]

A baby asked God, 'They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?' God said, 'Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you.'

The child further inquired, 'But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy.' God said, 'Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy.'

Again the child asked, 'And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?' God said, 'Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.'


'And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?' God said, 'Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.'

'Who will protect me?' God said, 'Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life.'

'But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.' God said, 'Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you.'

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, 'God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name.'

God said, 'You will simply call her, 'Mum.'

Mengikut hadis Rasulullah saw, "antara ibu dan bapa, diberatkan ibu itu dalam kiraan 3 kali ganda daripada bapa.."